worse week ever

I'm not going overtly into details about what transpired this week other than the fact that it was horrible.. horrible... horrible.  I wouldn't wish it on any one.  I am grateful for the wonderful woman at my side.  Dear Lord, Thank you.

I want to just say this.  If you know what 'Mercury in Retrograde" is, then this past few weeks have been hell.. and you know why.  It's suppose to end on tuesday I think.  But this has been a few weeks of miscommunications, errors, psycho.. psycho.. psycho... 

A very emotional time for me and when you sleep only cause you're exhausted, that's not good. You wake up at 3 am in the morning, somewhat refreshed, but the hamsters start rolling again and you stare at the ceiling for the remainder of the day.  

But God has a plan.. never forget that and that's something I think I honestly lost sight in this week.  You never know why... but I'm sure of it and I'm sure, always, of my faith.  I really lost sight this week in a shit storm and still coming out of it, I think I'm starting to see why and I love him so much for it.  I love janice so much for it cause she's been such an anchor for me in this storm. 

In the end, we're looking to close escrow on friday, we're definitely moving on saturday and I am free and clear of 984 come a week from today.  I am going to miss this place so much. it's been a great home and fun place to have friends and family over to. When I got in here, I had steve and chris.  So much happened here, so many wonderful memories.  But the boys grew and moved on, Jonathan came and went as well... then finally janice arrived with a new future for the both of us together.  So with that, we need to move on and leave this place behind.  

The new house, in glendale, is wonderful and we're really excited. I am grateful for the current owner of it as he's been a remarkably nice person.  I know he's moving on as his family has outgrown the house... but has taken good care of it as I promise to and continue adding on and making it a more loving place.

Well that's all for now. I haven't blogged all week as well.... you know.  This week is a new week of opportunity and adventure. I hope for the best now that we are coming to the line. Say a prayer and remember, when in doubt remember this saying, 

"If you want to make God laugh.. tell him your plans"